Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Please bow your heads in Silence...

It has finally happened. It has been coming for some time. Slowly failing in health and living on life support for a few months now. The Prognosis has not looked good. I've been told in order to save it, we must let it die. Kill it actually were the words used. Strip it of all of it's memory. Hoping the new information and life saving programs we enroll it in does not cause more damage. That they are able to find a cure. I have sat waiting patiently, for it to return to normal. Waiting for the past to return so I can pretend this wasn't happening. Waiting with baited breath that this "trick" would work this time. Temporarily putting band-aids on the problems so life could go on. But the news is grim. I don't see a future for it anymore. The end is near. We had a good running together. 5+ years together. Lots of secrets passed among us. Information that cant be shared with just anyone. Pictures passed among us. Even money flew among these walls to and fro. Shopping carts full, updates, parties, family events, friends long distance staying connected. So much of our lives spent right here. And now to end it like this seems so unfair. Why is the world so cruel?

Farewell...to my Beloved Computer...our time together meant more then words can express...
XOXO

3 comments:

Leah said...

uh oh... dead computer usually mean lots of stress and large financial expenditures

Tanja said...

It's hard, mine was on its death bed too.

Kaci said...

Oh dear